PakFuse Forums - Blogs - Blonde Baji http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/blogs/blonde-baji/ The ultimate Pakistani Bulletin board and portal en Fri, 10 Feb 2012 12:38:04 GMT vBulletin 60 http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/images/misc/rss.jpg PakFuse Forums - Blogs - Blonde Baji http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/blogs/blonde-baji/ Sleeep !!! http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/blogs/blonde-baji/126-sleeep.html Sat, 30 May 2009 00:55:25 GMT :salam: samajh nahi aa raha mai apni neend ka kya karoon !!! jub sey exams khatam huay hain I barely sleep for 4 hours in a day woh bhi in... :salam:
samajh nahi aa raha mai apni neend ka kya karoon !!!
jub sey exams khatam huay hain I barely sleep for 4 hours in a day woh bhi in installments..
buss sooney ka dil he nahi kerta..
I go to sleep only when i'm dead tired aur thori se ajeeb se tabyat hooney lagti hai & I feel like buss I cant even stand on my feet now...
warna toh I'l just do something..anything actually except sleep !!!
I feel its such a waste of time to sleep aur jub exams thay ..i used to sleep soo much ;bummer;

& when I do sleep its such a wrong time..a little before isha prayer ie. from around 7:30-11:30 pm & usmey he I sleep 1st then abbu aa jaatey hain & I give dinner to family around 8:30..have dinner with them & sleep again...
aur toh aur do din chacha & family had come after isha prayer..he found me sleeping both the days at that time..toh aaj unhooney mujhey samjhaaya ke its a wrong time to sleep n stuff..
he doesnt know ke mai saara din aur saari raat jaagtee hoon..well no one knows...

I really do want to do something about my sleep...

any suggestions ?!!! ]]> Blonde Baji http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/blogs/blonde-baji/126-sleeep.html Funnnnn !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/blogs/blonde-baji/125-funnnnn.html Fri, 29 May 2009 00:31:41 GMT :salam:

so today I spent saara din at khala's place..would have stayed over over too agar bhai ko parhaana na hoota...was fun..tiring too..but fun !!!

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today bhai was teaching me how to play table tennis !!!
it was funny ;bummer;
I wanted to hit the ball without moving from my place..& without even changing the position of the racket ;sigh;
& when i hit the ball it would either go outside or would not even get across the net ;bummer;

shayad aik din I'l be able to learn ;grin;
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chootey waaley bhai ke parents day mei I had gone today..ammi neh keh diya ki ab tumhey he usko parhaana hai so you go & meet the teachers..
& ;sigh; maths ke teacher ne kaha ke he has to practice !!!

I hate maths !!!!!!!!!!!!

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I feel so tired & I hate holidays !!!
absolutely dislike them !!!

aaj kel iye buss itna he I think !!!
cause kuch logon sey zyadah parha nahi jaata ;winkey;

baaqi kabhi aur !!!

]]> Blonde Baji http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/blogs/blonde-baji/125-funnnnn.html Alhumdulillah !!! http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/blogs/blonde-baji/115-alhumdulillah.html Mon, 25 May 2009 09:21:15 GMT :salam: :alhamd: aaj meyrey exams hoo gaye . Ab sirf practical baaqi hai jo aik haftey baad hai!!! :alhamd: the papers were very good...sirf... :salam:

:alhamd: aaj meyrey exams hoo gaye .
Ab sirf practical baaqi hai jo aik haftey baad hai!!!

:alhamd: the papers were very good...sirf last paper mei problem ho gaye;sigh;
mei aik question jaldi jaldi mei ghalat read ker gaye aur kuch aur likh ke aa gaye uskey answer mei ;sigh;

I re read the question when 1 min baaqi tha paper submit kerney ke liye aur invigilator had already asked us to staple the papers ;sigh;

:alhamd: exams hogaye !!!
I look like a dead person walking now ;sigh;...dark circles around the eyes...weight loss etc etc...I have to do something about all this soon !!!

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ab bahi ke bhi exams hain on 11th june aur usney bhi kul kaha ki I have to teach him ;sigh;

ye chakkar february sey chal raha hai ;sighs again;
february mei subsey chootey bhai ko parhaana tha..which was like a 24/7 job !!! cause he was so annoyinh...uskey exams khatam huey toh meyrey exams ki tayyari shuru hoo gaye thee...& the day my exams got over...2nd youngest bro came & said ki i have to teach him for his upcoming exams...which were in 10 days...then usko parha ke faarigh hue thee..ke ammi ney poorey ghar ki setting change kerney ki sooch lee..aur aik hafta usi mey guzar gaya...then phir meyrey finals ki tayyari shuru hoo gaye...aur abhi finals khatam bhi nahi huey..i mean practical exam rehta hai ki ab phir bhai ko parhaana hai for his exams ;sigh;

I'm soooo tired ;bummer;
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I'm going to miss my friends...I mean yeah abhi bhi we will meet up sometimes n stuff magar woh jo class emi saath mei hootey thay aur woh class emi sharatey kerna aur teacher ko tang kerna n stuff...it was different.
ab final year hoo gaya aur sub idher udher chaley jaingey..some for further studies some egtting married etc etc ;sigh;
I'm going to miss all that fun & being together ;bummer;

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khair ,
aap loog buss duaain karain ke results bohot achey aaye merey;grin;

phir meri taraf sey aap logoon ko mithaye mileygi ;grin; ]]> Blonde Baji http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/blogs/blonde-baji/115-alhumdulillah.html Problems !!! Problems !!! Problems !!! http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/blogs/blonde-baji/96-problems-problems-problems.html Fri, 08 May 2009 12:50:40 GMT :salam:

I dont know what is wrong with me ...
I'm trying to study & trying to study & trying to study...But its taking me ages to study the same portion I have already studied before...
samajh nahi aa raha ki aisa kyon ho raha hai !!!

I am very scared for these finals...I've NEVER been this scared for exams in my life before..
I dont know why I have a feeling I wont be able to do it..I was the one who always told others not worry & that we'l do it...blah blah blah...
But this time I'm scared very scared...
I've already done 90 % of the portions for the April Model exams...
But why did I not score soo good in those Exams..???
Where did I go wrong ???
Why did I panic when I saw a few twisted Questions in the paper???
What if such twisted questions come in the finals ???
What is it that I should do now ???
Why am not able to study now ???
mai karoon toh kya karoon ...
I just want these 3 weeks to get over somehow..

I'm just crying & crying & crying thinking about all these !!!


please remember me in your duas..I need them a lot these days... ]]> Blonde Baji http://www.pakfuse.com/pf/blogs/blonde-baji/96-problems-problems-problems.html